My mind is made up that I'm going to this meeting on the 24th. Yes, it is the meeting of people that don't meet. A meeting for people with Asperger's. How strange.
J was initially going to go with me, however, since he calls it "Assburger's" and never wanted to go in the first place, I will go alone. I think that is the way it should be. I still feel like this is all surreal anyway. Fake. Like watching a movie that has gone on too long.
My favorite was "Get out...As far as I see it, it's only a numbers thing now anyway".
Not really sure what that means. Does he think that he's going to pay me to go? Where am I going to go? Really???? This isn't my home. It entertains me that he thinks that this is about money.
Let's see...
He discouraged me from getting a job..."because of my health"
He won't let me pay any of the house bills...but I can't turn a light on...
I can put up pictures, but get a little beer in him and he hates it all.
Yes, I told him I was difficult..."but not THIS difficult".
He knew I had a daughter...But somehow forgot that she existed...and would be living with me when I retired???
Insert bullhorn here>>>> I will NEVER leave my child....!!!
I'm fairly sure, positive even that you knew before we decided on this whole thing, that I would be going for full custody. Wait, the Chaplain asked you about that. Remember??? Or were you sober and don't remember....
Sorry, let me put on my happy face:) Yes, I will smile and clean up and turn all the lights off and make sure that I have on 4 layers of clothing because God FORBID I turn the heat on. EVEN THOUGH I WEIGH 102 POUNDS!!!!!
Do I sound angry?
If I impart anything to my one follower....
People DON'T change. Period. He drank and lied before...He wasn't this mean, but we also didn't live together.
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